73
Eyes
Mouth
Brain
Light switch in a dark room
Tidal wave in the desert
White dust in a shaken snow globe
Eyes
Mouth
Brain
Gut
Legs
Loins
Terrible, beautiful, delicious thoughts
What you dream to do over what you’re taught
Is right good night SHOULD in this word your whole life rots
Eyes becomes doors and creamy lids and lovely lashes and tender tears and mirrors and never-ending and invitations and soul-claiming
Mouth becomes lickable lips and tongue and teeth and silky spit and feather
Brain becomes Creator and dictator and killer and saviour and breath and soul
Hands
Skin
Nails
Electric
Scratching
Grasping
Hanging
Holding
Healing
Eyes become visions sweet visions of wet bodies tight embraces buried necks and faces slowly tantalizingly sensual these visuals make it difficult but please DON’T RUSH THE PLOT.
Mouth becomes voice sweet sound of solace and source of ever-surging sexuality overpowering I surrender I GIVE ALL THE LITTLE THAT I’VE GOT.
Brain becomes heart
Half and gaping
(W)hole
This path
Of synapses
This legacy
Of lust
The history
Of the whore (aka the heart)
The genealogy
Of my genius
The diary
Of my divine demons
The account
Of my cunning
Cunt
Cock
Fingertips
Kiss
Fuck!
How can I see this man again?
See
Taste
Hear
Know
Touch
BE STARTLED
Light switch in a dark room
Tidal wave in the desert
White dust in a shaken snow globe.
74
The whore
The heart
Both figments
Of
Ridiculous imagination
Comfortable blindness
Ignorant irresponsibility
Of
Each our own fate
Each our own lives
Each our own control
Of
What can be
What is really happening
Who we really are
So
Cold shoulders
Should-tellers
Old, heavy boulders
Hark!
Let us stop judging
Let us stop hating
Let us stop being
Afraid
Defences up
Explanations prepared
Facades fabricated
For
Protection
Avoidance of admissions of allegiance
Denial of duality
With
The whore
The heart
The lashing out
With
Body
Soul
The crying out
For
Love.
The whore
The heart
Both sins
Both betting on
A win.